Changes.

So....
it turns out I don't have guaranteed placement for Camp America (CA), but its OK, I trust it will fall into place!
it doesn't make waiting any easier!! its driving me slightly insane!! I like things to happen when I'm ready and having to sit and wait until possibly early may to know whats happening does not help!
but i know it will be OK, i have faith that this is in god's plans for me.
I'm kinda worried I wont even get placed, but the CA site says 99% of people get placed, so my chances are high! and i just have to have faith! (easier said than done sometimes)

what else has changed...... OH YEAH!!
Kelly's not coming to Camp America anymore.
after our youth summer camp, Getaway, she said the call on her life is to stay here in New Zealand for this year, and maybe 2011 will be her year for CA!
a part of me is gutted, I've lost my traveling Buddie, and also, I'm not going to see my best friend for a long time.
On the other hand, I couldn't be more proud of her, she is truly tuned into god, and the fact shes following him so whole heatedly gives me home.
our chance to find our Independence together will come.

After camp America I'm going to England to live with my dad for a while, I'm excited, and nervous about this part of the trip, its been close to 12 or so years since i have seen him, but this is my chance to let go of so much, and get to know the other half of me again.
there is talks of me staying over there for some time, maybe going to uni or working there. this excites me so much!! My friends think i will be back really quickly, but part of me hopes I'm not, I want to stand on my own 2 feet for a while, I have some growing up to do, and this is the best time in life to do it!!!

that's all for now!
go out, live your life, and don't be afraid of changes, we grow from each one we go through.

Catherine <3